Is it over?

Has anyone ever felt like there was something, or someone that they are missing in life? That is kinda how I feel right now. WAIT!!! No this is not going to be a sad pitty party for me story...but Iwas just reflecting on how I think I missed an opportunity---because of my own...I don't know, insecurity...shyness...imaturity maybe?? I don't even have the energyto get into all of the details, but needless to say I am not feeling too good about myself right now. I feel like I need to just freaking grow up...and yet, Ill be 27 this year...hmmm.

LOL---I don'tknow. We'll see, all may not be lost. That is the optimist in me always hoping for the best.

I guess only time will tell.

Please come soon

OMG....Friday just can't come sooner! Today is Tuesday...tax day to be exact---and the procrastinator that I am finally filed today, (ahhhhh)----the sigh of relief. But I consider it a blessing, hell "I'm not so hung up for money that I could actually wait until the last minute before it comes"....haha, yeah...that's what I tell myself.

So far this week has been one of those weeks where I feel like I am being tested. My patience, my kindness, my tolerance...all simultaneously. What is a girl to do? I'm not so sure, but this lady is going to pray to God that Friday comes soon and very soon. I think I'm going to go and dance my buttocks off at this spot I heard of in H-wood called Sugar. I've never been before, but I passed it one Friday night with my girlfriends and it seemed like fun---I spotted a lot of folk'.

Truth be told I just want to dance...hell I need to release some of this pinned up aggression/tension, and what better way then work my frustrations out on the dance floor. Plus I'll get a workout in, so at least I'll be multi-tasking.

(sigh)....Friday can you come any sooner? (bad grammar I know, but hey---I'm tired).