Stupid Things

On Saturday night at about 2 am in the morning, I ran out of gas on the freeway. Possibly the most irresponsible, stupidst thing I've ever done to date. I have never experienced anything like that before. Breaks going bad (check), engine exploding because I failed to have an oil change (check), car accident (check, check & check). But never before have I run out of gas...and let me tell you, there is nothing more embarassing---at 2 am I wanted to call my sister and roomate, but how do you explain to someone at 2 in the morning that you ran out of gas, cause truth be told I was just lazy/in a rush and didn't want to stop and get any. No other excusable reason for my stupidity. Nonetheless, I learned my lesson....my tank will be refilled as soon as it's 1/4 above E. No more waiting for the light to come on, or assuming that extra 30mi. after the light will get me through...uh, uh. I've truly learned my lesson.

Sad, I know, but true.

My mom came out a few weeks ago, and she said something to me that at first I resisted, but after an incident that occured yesterday, I find my self questioning whether she was right.

What did she say? She said that I was mean. Of course when she first said it, I just shrugged it off, and thought nothing of it. But, it's my mom, so of course anything that she says is ALWAYS going to weigh heavy on my mind, cause who knows you better than the person who birthed you?