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Pure Comedy

What an interesting morning. Ok, literally just a few hours ago one of my co-workers just informed me that she does drugs. And no, I'm not talking about any simple stuff like weed, I'm talking about some real mess like E or X---aka ecstasy. It was probably the funniest thing (in my mind of course), because as soon as she got in today I noticed her lip was swollen. I immediately asked who did she get into a fight with, and if we were gonna have to bust somebody up? She laughed and was like, "No, unless we are gonna bust me up, because I did this". Apparently she bit her lip while high on some E. Now just to give you an idea of how "unaware" I am (some may say naive) , as soon as she said it I was like "what"? She was like E, you know ecstasy? I was like, oh, yeah, ecstasy...right. And then she said how cool it was, and told us (yes, another co-worker was also listening) about how she could see energy---a side effect of the drug. But as I was sitting there listening, I just thought to myself how damn uncomfortable I was feeling about how comfortable she was with telling me all of this. I absolutely adore this girl, and am by no means judging her, but damn---some things you just don't say out loud! Hell, out loud at work! I was at a loss of words---hilarity at it's finest.

Note to self: You think you know....but do you really know?

I fell in love with a Sagittarius...

I'm a Sagittarius, and today while browsing through one of my many favorite websites, I came across this interesting description of a Sagitarius...hmm...a little too close for comfort.

SAGiTTARiUS *
-- Spontaneous.
-- Horny.
-- Freak in Bed.
-- High sex appeal.
-- Rare to find.
-- Great when found.
-- Loves being in long relationships.
-- The one
-- So much love to give
-- Not one to mess wit
-- Very pretty.
-- Very romantic.
-- Nice to everyone They meet.
-- Their Love is one of a kind.
-- Silly, fun and sweet.
-- Have own unique sexiness.
-- Most caring person you will ever meet!
-- Amazing n Bed..!!!
-- Did I say Amazing in Bed?
-- not the kind of person you wanna f**k with...
-- might end up crying

Words From a Brotha

I have to write about this memorable incident. Last Saturday, I was in Leimert Park getting my hair done. Leimert Park is a nice little area of black owned shops and businesses. If you catch the opening of "Moesha", you'll see her dancing in front of a huge water fountain---that's Leimert Park. Well anyways, as I was getting my hair done, I remembered that I was parked at a meter and my time was about to expire. I needed to go out and put in some more change in order to extend my time. The funniest, yet pleasant thing occured as I went outside, with my hair half way done (looking busted as hell), and my beauty shop garment on. This brotha, who is probably in his mid-thirties if not older, walks by and exclaims how black women are so beautiful. "Black women, oh my God, yall are so beautiful. Oh my, God knew what he was doing when he made black women cause yall are just the best thing I've ever laid my eyes on." As he continues to walk past me, he just can't help himself. He stops, and comes right back to add how "I can't even stay in this place for too long, cause yall are just so beautiful, I can't even concentrate." He continues, and then pauses and comes back for one more round---it was something complimentary, and I just smiled and said thank-you.

Ahhh...it was just nice to be complimented by a man, in LA, who wasn't even trying to hit on me, but just felt compelled to say what was on his mind. I was trully tickled inside :)

Cleanse

Oooooh weeeee! Today I am doing a thorough cleanse so I can get my mind right, and I am so excited! No not a bodily cleanse, but an environment cleanse. Lately my mind has been extremely cluttered, and I couldn't figure out why. I soon realized that it must be my living space, since everytime I came home---I avoided entering it. All that is going to change today, because as soon as I get out of this office I will be hitting up the major 3...Target, Ikea, & Kmart.

A cleanse is gonna come! :)

Reaching

This weekend was a blast for me. Though I was busy all weekend long doing things for other people and not serving any purpose for myself at all, it turned out to be pretty good. I helped a few co-workers out on a production of a short webisode series. It ws funny as hell, and just nice to be around positve, hillarious people who are really down to earth and productive.

My eyes were opened wide this weekend. I gotta start moving to the beat of my own drum, and I need to beat the hell out of it. I feel like I need to aggressively expand my mind and think on a whole new level. Literally my eyes were opened very very wide this weekend. It's like I'm so limited in what I want for myself, but then something occurs in my life and allows me to see that "wait a minute, I can do that too?".

I need to reach higher because I deserve greater and I am more than capable of having a whole hell of lot. So very capable.