Resentment

Well, I must say that after a fabulous weekend in ATL for the Labor Day holiday, I was a little resentful of the fact that I had to return to Cali. I became even more resentful throughout the week, as for the one day I had off seemed to have caused me to be behind for the entire week. I feel extremely discombobulated --- I left out the office with my desk looking a hot mess! Not to mention I have alot of things that I didn't get to and need to follow-up on as soon as I get in on Monday. A damn shame...the weekend hasn't even begun, yet already I am thinking about my next work week. (sigh)

So lets reminisce for a moment...the weekend. It was fabulous! My beautiful siSTAR Joelle got married on Saturday. I love going to weddings...not because they put you in that romantic mood, but because they give you hope. Black love is just beautiful, and it's even more awesome when you can see the love spewing from 2 peoples eyes. It's like a feeling of optimism, like "Wow, things like this actually do exist". The wedding was beautiful, and Joelly looked gorgeous. Amazing how so many of us are taking that step. A step that I don't see myself taking until the min. age of 30. (YES, you read correctly)

I partied my ass off this weekend. Man! I haven't partied that hard since my college days. And I have to say, it was GREAT. I recognize that that is what I am missing out here in LA. Everyone seems to be so uptight, do-good, or just plain too old to remember what it meant to have fun. Nobody is loose, or fun...hell---I can't remember when I last laughed so much...oh, that's right, it was this past weekend. Now, I was a tad inebriated...so that quite possibly could've contributed to my joy. However, the mere fact that I was able to drink amongst folks who too were up for a good time was refreshing...it'd been a long long time! And it was so, so much fun.

Yeah, resentful I am...damn. I wonder how long this feeling is going to last?